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故事

2011-11-30T15:31:00.001+08:00

每个人都有属于自己的故事
一路走来点点滴滴
是美好的是揪心的曾留下遗憾的
经历过的就算风平浪静就算风风雨雨
都是让每个人成长的痕迹
没有那些回忆哪来的现在的自己
有些人的故事很精彩
有些却很平淡
有些听了都让人觉得自己想经历一番
但每个故事都有自己的主角
一个人两个人三个人又有什么关系
一场精彩浪漫故事在进行时
故事里一个路过的路人甲
也可以是另一场刻骨铭心的故事主角
所以何必为了别人的故事
而特别开心或特别伤心
放弃了自己成为自己故事主角的机会

但有时候是不是也应该放下固执的身份
试着参与别人的故事
当个不怎么重要也没什么让人发现却能时时衬托主角的小配角
很多故事里我们都当了配角
戏份重或轻只能随情节走
其实有时候也应为太习惯扮演不重要的角色
也太习惯欣赏主角因为自己而大受欢迎的感觉
而忘了自己还有自己做主角的时候

是不是每个人都愿意让另一个人参与他或她的故事
就算不愿意又能怎样
毕竟一路走来情节中你根本没出现过
故事都不了解还说什么参与
就算有机会当个角色又能怎样
情节继续往下走
能担任主角的搭档就肯定会是你吗
话说回来没试过怎知道
没有勇气试或不想看见预料之外的结局
总成为连担任的路人甲的机会也消失了
一定会有那么一天
有一个人愿意让自己走进他或她的故事里
因为那主角会觉得有了你
故事更完整
不会因为你没共同经历过他以前的点点滴滴酸甜苦辣
或者因为你以前那风平浪静的情节而放弃
当两个原本陌生的故事融合为一
是不是就会进入另一人其他人不会了解的地方
当时不必多余的配角
故事也很美丽很动人
这样的故事真的精彩吗
人人都能经历吗

唉说了那么多是为什么
反正你也不会懂

就是酱咯

2011-11-17T01:44:00.002+08:00

自己没有的
自己不能的
不是看别人的咯
看过后
不是羡慕咯
羡慕过后
不是伤心咯
伤心过后
不是emo咯
emo多一下下
就好了的啦

...
生活不都是酱
...

认真

2011-10-25T16:57:00.001+08:00

不是我不想认真
是认真不起来
认真了到头来还不是同一个结局
笑着傻着不是更好吗
自己没什么烦恼
但我知道啊
只是太习惯了
认真回不来
我很认真的
想看我认真吗
不要好了
我认真起来连我自己都会怕
哈哈

有时候

2011-10-22T09:10:00.001+08:00

好久没想东西了
好想念那时候的自己
不是说现在过得不开心
只是偶尔想过过以前那种生活
那时候竟然可以为了自己
不去理会身边所有人
任性地想做什么就做什么
虽然始终一个人
但也有自己的开心
甚至可以觉得自己没活在这世界上
可以躲在角落看着所有人来来往往
好像别人真的看不见自己
不开心时可以一个人塞着耳机
听完一整天的歌
有责任也不管
有压力也搁在一边
那种无忧无虑的生活
真的很羡慕
跟现在差太远了
也许现在想的比较完整多方面
很好啊
人总是会成长会思考
是好事啊
但我真的不是说现在过得不开心
只是真的会想念那时的自己
就只是想念
非常想念

还是这首好听...

2011-10-01T01:45:00.001+08:00

我好需要你
我身不由己
事实阻碍了我们
阻挡了对你的真心

怎么解释

2011-09-22T00:07:00.000+08:00

忙得不知所措的时候
别人都会说停一下脚步看看四周
享受身边所拥有的一切
不要错过了才觉悟
后悔莫及
而留下遗憾
没错吧

那一开始就放慢脚步
试着不让生活的速度
带走身边的一切
享受生活
享受四周
不想因忙碌而错过
是在浪费时间吗

弹动不得

2011-09-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

一只海豚游在一群蓝鲸之中
有多怪
茫茫大海一艘渔船独自漂流
只有孤单

不能前进
无法后退
怎么才对

...

2011-08-28T14:08:00.001+08:00

这个世界
是不会给伤心的落伍者
颁发奖牌

给我记住

2011-08-02T02:04:00.001+08:00

告诉我
怎么做才是对的
我该怎么往下走
明明就很开心的
...

脚踏实地..?

2011-06-23T00:49:00.001+08:00

当梦想与现实相距太远
是不是就遥不可及
是不是就该选择放弃

执着

2011-06-09T23:58:00.001+08:00

曾经
那么执着
曾经
因为执着
放弃追求
残酷的世界
冷漠的对待
被遗忘的心情
无法避免的改变
谁该负起责任

不完美

2011-06-09T01:44:00.003+08:00

如果事情不如预期的美好
期待的完整
该怎么办
能不能就好好的接受
接受他的真实
接受他的不完美?

哎

2011-03-29T02:35:00.001+08:00

究竟为什么
我还是舍不得放下

睡觉吧

2011-03-29T02:31:00.001+08:00

真的想好好睡一觉
说我爱做梦也好
说我逃避现实也好
可不可以
就不要让我醒过来

泡沫球

2011-03-20T19:31:00.003+08:00

明知道生命那么短暂
还是选择尽力地让阳光照得闪闪发亮
给身旁的人带来最美丽的回忆
破碎了
消失了
被遗忘了
还剩下什么呢

曲终人散

2011-03-19T21:24:00.001+08:00

音乐停止
你我都得到了最响亮的掌声
今后再遇见你
还会是我现在认识的你吗

只要你开心

2011-03-19T21:09:00.002+08:00

做一下小丑
给别人带来一整天的欢乐
管他是开心或伤心
晴天或雨天
兴趣或负担
管他是否隐藏了自己
能让大家脸上都挂着最真诚的微笑
有什么是不值得的

是时候

2011-03-17T07:22:00.001+08:00

当
不再有人
听得懂我的语言
是不是是时候长大了
是不是又是时候离开了

忘了

2011-03-11T17:50:00.001+08:00

有时候
真的忘了
自己究竟喜欢独自一个人在角落徘徊
还是和一大群朋友一起疯狂的大喊大叫

hait cut

2010-12-30T00:55:00.005+08:00

oh yea i just had my hair cut out of a sudden today. cause the delight have me waited till 4 jan just got a place to cut, so simply go to jane, quite nice, but just a little bit short. still okay, cause i like it. at least not botak. haha.

quite ok rite?
=)

me buddyz

2010-12-28T18:30:00.002+08:00

these days i really just stuck in my room, or the most my house. there's someone i really wanted to thank. he accompany me all the day. he is the listener whenever i have something to say, he is my buddy whenever i was happy or sad, he know all my secrets (the one everybody should know and shouldn't know LOL), he spent all day with we when i wanted someone to be with. really thank you a lot. wanna know? he's my beloved LAPPIE.. glad to have you around, seriously. =P

one nice song

2010-12-20T21:15:00.000+08:00

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
You been out ridin' fences for so long now
Oh, you're a hard one
But I know that you got your reasons
These things that are pleasin' you
Can hurt you somehow

Don't you draw the queen of diamonds boy
She'll beat you if she's able
You know the queen of hearts is always your
best bet

Now it seems to me, some fine things
Have been laid upon your table
But you only want the ones that you can't get

Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger
Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you
home
And freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some
people talkin'
Your prison is walking through this world all alone

Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine
It's hard to tell the night time from the day
You're losin' all your highs and lows
Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, open the gate
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you
You better let somebody love you
(let sombody love you)
You better let somebody love you
before it's too late

-Desperado, The Eagles-

忧伤的灵魂

2010-11-17T21:29:00.007+08:00

或许我不是你所想象的
或许我没有存在的资格
或许我只是上帝创造错的
或许我是忧伤的灵魂

有些时候这条路走到累了
有时候只想一人静静坐着
就让我一个人什么都不要问
都怪我只是忧伤的灵魂

好痛好重
为什么我就连呼吸都惊慌失措
心中好多挣扎好多迷惑
我说不出口

为何是我
我已尽心尽力的撑到最后
乌云还是密布了
天又再下起雨了
注定我一个人寂寞

或许只是我自己想太多
或许也到了该放手的时候
执着换来的全都是伤痛
忧伤的灵魂也要自由

(edited =)

sorry that i loved you...

2010-11-16T02:52:00.009+08:00

有时候真的很开心
什么都不想
就傻傻的笑
傻傻的生活
跟朋友聊聊天
上网看看戏
听听歌
无忧无虑
有多好

这样的生活
会持续吗……

刚刚发现了一首歌
超喜欢的
因为喜欢这歌手
歌也很好听
听听看

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And I'm so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won't make any difference tonight
But I'm hoping "im sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life

其实他就是星光PK魔王
倪安东
真的是很喜欢他的声音
又深情
又有磁性
而且又是混血儿自然很好看
有点羡慕咯
他来开演唱会我第一个报到哈哈
像我那傻嗨朋友说的
他的歌声能治疗忧伤的灵魂
什么鬼屁啦
很好笑吧

这是他之前在星光比赛的经典

好听吧
你都傻的
不好听的歌我哪里会听啊
哈哈

some photos of him =)

his 1st album.. Lesson One
hope that i can get one.. ^^

多余

2010-11-15T03:08:00.001+08:00

多余的关心
换来的
是什么

下一站

2010-11-13T20:03:00.008+08:00

真的
有些路还是要一个人走
有些事还是要一个人承担
有些明天还是要一个人面对
我为什么这样
为什么就不能好好的开开心心的生活
我这样有什么不对
别人也不都这样吗
为什么会这样……

人就是这样
总还是要一个人生活
路途太长
没有谁会陪谁走完整个旅程
到站了
总有人上车
总有人下车
想法太多
生活方式太多
性格太多
兴趣太多
每个人都有目标
目的地只有自己知道
终点最后还是由自己设定
不可能要求驾驶员
可不可以跟着前面那辆车走
他又不是你的谁
他也总要有他自己的生活
这样纠缠也不是办法
偶尔下雨
会有人替我们撑伞
陪我们走一段路
长或短由雨来决定
有的可能会多陪我们看雨过天晴的彩虹
有的可能会雨还没停就必需离开
狠狠地把我们留在雨中任雨水打落在我们身上
又能怎样
生气也没用
这就是人
人是无法控制另一个人的
要走的总得走
要留的自然会留
就算一起经历的太多
了解太多
依赖太多
还是会有按铃下站的时候
眼睁睁地看他搭上另一辆车
陪另一个人
还是得招招手说再见
勉强地说记得以后要好好过
可能走了一段长路后偶然相遇
也只能问声喂你最近怎样
有再多遗憾
有再多回忆
也要让时间
和上下车的陌生人
把它冲淡
渐渐遗忘
谁记得你
谁忘了你
谁陪着你
谁离开你
你还是得继续走下去
直到属于自己的驾驶员也不忍心的说
车不再走了
你也该下车了
最好他那时候会很开心的
因为他也累了
最怕是连他也还没开始兴起
就得开口说话了
如果我是被赶下车的怎么办
如果那时候车是空的又怎么办
怎么不舍还是得下车
车都停了呢

坚强一点吧
看清生命尽头终究一场空
总要面对现实的吧
对身边的每一个
爱你的
或不爱你的
好一点吧
有什么想做的
就去做吧
车没有转回头的机会
不要到后来才发现错过了
不要留一点遗憾

我明白的
都明白的

可是
太多太多不舍
太多太多好梦

就这样放开手
我
做不到

Sweet 18

2010-11-13T03:02:00.002+08:00

On top of all that,

What I wanted to tell you is..

Happy B'day sis..

Wish everything the best to you..

And I know you had wished a lot, and so,

all your dreams come true, and trust me, they will.

Chill, and have a blast..

Enjoy every moment =)

回家咯

2010-11-08T22:40:00.003+08:00

终于又回到家了
刚刚到家之前
就已经嗅到浓浓的肉骨茶味从厨房飘来
原来妈妈一大早就准备好那么好吃的晚餐等我回来
知道我在外面没得吃肉
昨天很迟很迟睡
今早又很早醒
又坐了一个小时的飞机
真的是头晕脑胀
通常在这种情况下我是根本吃不下任何东西的
可是今天还是吃到饱饱
真不愧是妈妈煮的食物啊
很好吃很好吃
终于有一餐是可以吃到那么幸福的了
在学校里天天都吃差不多一样的东西
除了辣还是辣
吃到我后来天天泻肚子
真的很难受啦

外面又下雨了
不知道是不是欢迎我回来
我最喜欢这样
享受这样冷冷的感觉
可是这样回来
我又会想念那边的朋友
每天日对夜对
现在一下子看不到
真的还有一点不习惯
谁叫我这样爱想
刚才在飞机上面的时候空流一下
整架飞机摇摇晃晃
后面有一个马来阿姨喊了几声
吓到她了
我在那边想
如果这架机真的出现状况会怎么样
我会不会就跟着一些身边的这一些朋友的陌生人一起离开
我做了我应该做的事了吗
这样子离开我遗不遗憾
有时候我会想我真的很不想跟这些人一起走
讲到来他们始终跟我没有任何联系
我们之间一点沟通一点了解一点感情都没有
这样子离去真的很不值得
可是当事情真的发生的时候我们又能怎样做
所以还是不要浪费一分一秒
做不会让自己后悔的事
还好最后睡意打赢了情绪
我还是睡着了
如果没有我有不知道想到哪里去了咯

读书的事情我真的不想想也不想讲
因为它根本没有理由让我们提起
人生有太多太多比读书考好成绩更重要的事情
把情绪精力浪费在读书上我觉得真的很不应该
可是事实总是把我们逼疯了
逼得我们忙来忙去忙头忙尾忙到我们连其实比较重要的东西给忘了
甚至想也不会再想到
是不是很不应该？

今天真的很累
可是就是没什么想睡

还有一点点罢了

2010-11-01T11:12:00.009+08:00

还有一点点罢了!!!
sikit lagi!!!
如果你当时在场的话
每一lap有没有5th的选手都好
你都会听到酱同样的一句话哈哈
傻的啦我们
就是那个leyooless开始的咯
本来是用来打气的嘛
到后来谁都给他喊
喊道人家有些刚刚上船都还没有要比就喊
还有一点点罢了!!!
笑到我们要死哈哈
可是真的无可否认我们5th kayakers真的很强
第一天的时候看到那些senior们划船
真的是没有话讲
TK2啊MARATHON啊TC啊K啊C啊
什么都好啦
真的是会吓死人的
根本就强到可以expect到有很多个金了
所以第二天final的时候每一项项目都有我们5th的代表
又紧张又刺激
看的都爽到半死
我们一直在那边喊罢了
什么cheers都给我们喊
连那个wasabe还要seetiamyou现场教
真的是妈的哈哈

所以就是因为我们有酱多厉害的senior们
我们就拿下了等了三年的全场中冠军
开心到我们啊

还没有开始的时候…………

我们的TK1代表LCO

他挺进final过后的练习
看到他受伤的脚没有
我们就是这样扑生扑命的练习哈哈

TC2代表

这对真的是幸运到死
第四名都可以变第三名
谢谢前面那对出lane咯哈哈

看shalom的时候拍的
我们就是酱齐心合力哈哈

我们的shalom神salak
他划的真的是可以讲天衣无缝
美到死

TC2shalom…………

这两条水就是要求很高
进了final还不够
要拿牌哦
oi你们真的很好了啦

leyooless还不会忘记做一下他傻嗨脸哈哈

中午时候全部人都累
全部都睡着了

终于都轮到我下水了
这个是relay4X200我是第三棒
哈哈那时候真的是紧张到死
最后一项了很多人看
而且我又没有很好
还好啦有第三名（因为六队里面有三对都翻……怎样不拿哈哈）

当天晚上我们集合的时候
你看那个阿头amir笑到几开心

全场中冠军叻
大家都很开心
feedback了一下
听讲要请我们吃东西喔
开心咯哈哈
还有讲到要做衣服添
真的很开心哈哈

最爽的还是zaidi讲的那句
if anyone ask u which college get the 1st in kayak?
answer them 5th
if they ask who's the player?
answer them I AM THE ONE..
还要我们以后带着5th kayakers的名誉哦
光荣到死哈哈

呐这个就是我们的全体照啦
很喜欢这张咯
前面那个orange衣的就是我们的教练谢谢啊

进了5thkayak真的学了很多东西
从根本没有技巧的
变到可以划最容易翻的TK1
而且划了酱远
所以真的很开心
不只是这样
我还跟一群猪朋狗友
哈哈没有啦是可以同甘共苦的朋友
每天一起走一段长到死的路去练习
然后还齐齐走回来
欢乐也很多
所以kayak的回忆真的很多
经验也很多
很荣幸可以成为一分子

明年
继续加油!!!

扑街仔

2010-10-30T01:11:00.006+08:00

冷冷的一个晚上
最适合睡觉了
刚刚下了一场雨
热热的天气一下子变凉了起来
很久都没有这样的感觉了
以前下雨的时候最喜欢就是躺在床上
抱着抱枕
无所事事看着窗外下的雨
听着雨声
享受着寒冷
真的很舒服
那时候就最好什么都不要做不要想
真的很爽咯哈哈

明天比赛kayak
要六点多就爬起来
很显的咯
要假期还要比赛
一定很多人来看的
所以一定要划好好
要拿个牌叻才对得起自己嘛对不对

呐那两个坐住的男生就是我们的阿头
坐在旁边的就是shuting小姐
不要看她瘦瘦酱她划船很强的叻

无可否认我们都很累了那个时候
全部睡觉样

injuredTK1player哈哈

隆重为你们介绍我的傻嗨房友eric少飞
他隔壁那个蒙蒙的也是很嗨的一个leyoolesslim
这些就是我的朋友啦哈哈
所以叻我的生活就是多姿多彩的

没有钱了啦
刚才还敢敢跟ponlicheng eric leyooless & toni跑去KFC吃东西
扑街咯
我们gossip人gossip够够
谁都拿来讲哈哈
尤其是那个toni啊
不讲话都不知道其实他闭了酱久
一下子全部爆出来
笑到我们啊哈哈
没有钱咯
全部人都吃鸡
吃3个添
我在那边哽薯条
最多也是那几条香肠
谁叫我花钱花酱够力
惨了咯
救我啊可能接下来还要去别位玩叻哈哈
真的是没有药救了啦
酱敢死还要去玩
唉…………

怎样都好
明天全部人好好划就对了
尽力啊大家

哦对
刚刚冲热水
自己弄得咯
很爽很爽
大家也该试一试哈哈

开心咯

2010-10-28T22:54:00.005+08:00

今天真的很开心
最重要是找回我的寒衣了
那件是大哥留给我穿的咯
穿了特别舒服
只是那天不知道为什么忘了带回
结果回到家才发现不见了
现在开心了咯
又可以穿那件穿了很舒服很舒服的寒衣
最开心的我看还是妈妈吧
妈我找回寒衣了咯哈哈

疯了
今天真的是疯了
今天竟然跟lance weihong跟leelip一起去了bukitbintang
不可思议叻
你们都知道啦
有leelip在的地方就肯定不会寂寞哈哈
我也真的是很开心有他这位朋友
生活也没那么平静
称赞你啦听到没有哈哈

在nationalgeography前面
像在太空叻

yeng saih..

最开心就是在旺角吃晚餐的时候
我们真的是疯了
疯到整个餐厅最吵的就是我们
leelip weihong一直在那边逗那个waitor小姐开心
从她blurblur点菜开始就一直在那边跟她玩
哈哈什么香蕉啊排毒啊酱啊到最后连几岁都跟她问
笑到我半死还帮她取名叫ahshi哦
跟那个oldtown的用一样名咯
谁叫她也是mongchacha的walao哈哈

leelip跟他的小太阳

weihong跟他的emojuice

lance跟他的龙一起跳舞哈哈

我来的

就是可以疯到酱的咯他们
在餐厅也一样罢了

然后回UM的路上唱歌唱到车都要爆炸
可是那个车主的歌换来换去都没有一首是全部人都会唱的咯
不要做老人了拉换一点新歌咯哈哈
真的是爽到…………
下次再跟你们去处玩啦
跟你们在一起就没有烦恼的
很g好很g好哈哈

合唱啊合唱
刚才老师教的时候我想到之前看的一套戏
放牛班的春天
如果没有错的话应该是这个名
真的很好看的咯
现在真的很想再看
走一起看咯
你们也应该看看一下
很值得的一套戏

讲到来做什么今天会这样开心
还不是因为可以…………
哈哈
还是不要写
自己知道就好哈哈
希望天天都可以这样
那我就不会想多多
没有想多多就会很开心
很开心就什么事都很完美
酱不是很好咯
哈哈真的很好

哦对
谢谢今天请我吃饭的人
下次要帮什么叫我就可以了
一定到

想多多

2010-10-27T23:45:00.002+08:00

又是累累的一天
刚才kayak到我的手真的很酸
ponlicheng去了上课
eric又回了家
房间就剩下我一个人
一个人就是想东想西

昨天比赛游泳
谁有去看的一定会替我开心哈哈
我蛙式竟然第4名
我自由式又竟然第7名
虽然没有很好可是已经超越自己了我觉得
妈的我跟国手比赛叻
你知道我压力几大没有
所以我真的很开心哈哈

最近想了很多东西
像以前酱
可是我觉得酱真的比较好
至少我可以真正想我自己的东西
不然我真的会忙到我不知道在做什么的咯
忙咯这里
什么都可以忙的哦
忙了一整天就会很累很累很想睡
所以就会忘记本来自己应该做什么的
这个就是我想要讲的感觉
可是想东西叻
就会一直想一直想想到不能睡觉
谁有试过这样的吗
有一点难受

哎呀
烦什么啦
反正全部人都不是一样的
这里全部人都这样忙
忙到我要找一个人来讲话都难
像李良吉（哈哈）酱的朋友这里找不到咯
谁可以晚上在水沟旁边跟我讲话讲到天亮的叻
然后明天又还有上课哦哈哈
要讲的是每个人都好像很有想法很有自己的生活跟要做的事
很难有人会停下来陪你走的啦
这里又是大学而且是UM叻
每个人都要读书都有目标
所以不要烦别人比较好啦

所以就是这样
我才会想这样多
哎呀自己一个人也很好嘛
反正有些东西讲了也不是没有人知道
有谁会明白
假的啦全部都是假的啦
一个人最好
对一个人最好

rumate不在罢了
他们回来我就不会写这样的东西了咯
他们也是很现实的啦
就是很积极的
哪里像我酱想多多
看到我酱他们一定讲我怪怪的哈哈

明天有很重要的东西做
可是又有合唱
怎么办…………
我要怎样选
啊………………

pieces of memory

2010-01-15T02:20:00.003+08:00

it's been such a long time i dint update my lovely diary.. yea u know im busy.. busy with? matrix life? haha.. was that? i dont know.. now here am i sitting in front of my laptop.. shaking my mind and some ideas fell all apart and im now picking up one by one to be written here..

matrix life is wonderful.. with all those loving and caring and lepaking frens all around.. i havent tot of that b4.. the nite when im having my chemistry ups the next day.. we were conquering the ping pong room.. haha.. tat was crazy.. from 7.30pm str8 play until 11.30pm sth like that.. yea alex told us to stop now and then but u know.. we juz.. addicted.. cnt stop.. haha.. and i LOVE ping pong.. n i abandoned my functional group.. my nernst equation.. blablabla all those things.. oh man.. i juz love it.. cnt say no to ping pong.. although im not great.. n i continued to play the next day.. the day after.. who cares? juz an exam..

hmph.. that nite was fun.. alex's bday.. haha.. starting wiv planning tis and that in cong's room.. then our party began with ken walking into alex's room.. to hold him for not giving him chance to get out of the room.. you know.. we WERE outside.. running here and there.. carrying cake.. pails.. flour.. argh that was crazy.. so now i was in the last room of the jamban and cong and hooi were in the 2nd and the 3rd bathroom.. after my door being knocked by ken and alex's "dont play play".. aaahhhh.... u know.. alex's scream was horrible.. and attrative as well.. ken's pail of water was poured on half-naked alex.. hehe.. he WAS too fast.. wasted my flour.. but anyway we had a great time playing water.. disgusting flour.. bathing.. CLEANING the toilet.. and hair.. hmph.. yea.. really great.. wasnt that lex? i knew u happy.. haha cuz i AM happy too.. after that was cake time.. wow the fruit jelly cake was wonderful..

thursday.. the day b4 we went back.. it was a great day for me.. first thing we dint have any exam any more.. 2nd thing.. i did lots of thing.. playing badminton.. pingpong.. oh yea i won the double wiv another guy.. do laundry.. talking.. lepaking.. it was great man.. really great..

how's kl? kl was BORING.. boring until we have to walk from our dreamworld grand central.. all the way to KLCC.. i forgot whose idea was tat.. we juz finish our dinner and wanted to hav a walk.. out of a sudden KLCC popped up into our sight.. u knw.. ulu klang boy.. haven seen such a huge building b4.. IM JUZ JOKING LEX.. and so we made up our mind to walk.. is walk.. not lrt not monorial not bus not taxi not motocycle or bicycle.. we walk.. n we atopped.. to eat.. the ikan bakar.. WOW.. it was delicious.. and yummy.. and juicy.. and well.. expensive.. yea.. its still the boy's idea to choose the highway to klcc's carpark instead of a much shorter road to the main entrance.. watever it is.. we reached our destination wiv unwelcoming and unwarm hands of the dutiful guard.. yea very VERY dutiful.. ok fine.. we took pictures and walked all the way back to our hotel and we all gone aslp very soundly.. rite ken? haha.. thx guys.. i had a wonderful time with u all..

by the way.. avatar is amazing.. i vote it the best movie of the year.. i knw its useless.. hehe

and...

to someone.. im waiting..

nitez.. byezz..

~GJ~

4 days

2009-12-27T02:10:00.002+08:00

Well.. Now here am i, sitting in front of this computer, renewing my blog. Yea, KMNS has no wifi. But i think im not going to abandon my blog anyway. Things happen. Life changes. KMNS was really a great place for me. I had my studies, I have loads of loving friends, I have my happiness, and I have my dream there. Starting from the moment i stepped on stage that nite, I finally found out that it's a gift for my for not going to Singapore although study over there might be more challenging. The days we met up, the days we practised, the days we laugh, the day we nervous, wow.. That was great man, until the moment 'Red Hot Nasi Lemak' was announced champion of the Battle of the Band. At least I had done something very special in my life. Building up a band is actually one of my dream. KB? After i go away just started. Aih. Teeley add oil yea. Haha.

Merry belated Christmas! We had steamboat there. Damn nice that day. But very tiring lo cz i 3am juz slpt and 8am have to wake up dy. Go there play piano, sing songs, play musical BOX and musical HOOP, then finally Master and Slave. Zzz.. I was punished cz the person cnt receive my signal of my small eyes. Say thx to paster. Thx to the person who gave me erasers which i will pass them to my lil bro. Hehe..

Oh yea this holiday i spent most of the time with my family. We went to renaissance for one nite. After Billion then mall, shopping and buying lots of clothings for CNY. As im going back tmr, i have no idea when to get them until the next midsem break, which is in Jan, year end sale gone le lo. We go gym, we go swimming, we go eat and we watched movie till 4am. LOL first time in my life wey. Nan de my mum can join us. And sadly im the one asking them to stop. Laughing Sir keh. Very nice de. The day after we go Christmas celebration in the First Assembly. On her invitation. The food quite nice. And the presentation was amazing. Have chance talked to little Daniel. He is just a standard 6 student next year, so small. Good luck for his basketball ba.

Im still in front of this computer. Typing words out of my sleepy mind. My things are still all out there. Dunno when to pack. Im going back tmr. 10 days of studies, 3 days of exam n I'll have my holiday in KL. Times Square. Ken's bringing his 2 friends along. I'll headache again in making new friends. I'll try la k. Hmm.. Sry to those I havent met although I was back. Want spent some time with my family ma.. Oh yea English project!!! And i still have to apply this apply that. Annoying la. Lazy dy. I want slp dy.

*I'm going back with my new haircut. Hehe.

Before the main one

2009-10-29T00:16:00.005+08:00

LONG LONG time dint update my blog le lo.. I not sure what's the reason i started to write blog dy.. Not to forget sth? I juz LAZY, as i always do.

I had a perfect trip wiv KMNS frens to Genting. Start from Ah Lex tailou house. This is the most unexpected WONDERFUL journey.. KTM from Seremban to Teluk Pulai, then to tailou house by Mervyn's car (he is going to have a new dog), the meeting wiv untie, uncle, Lex's sis, Lilo, Cleo and Max, the evening walk wiv doggies's poop, the loosening of the Max's band, shocked me wey, the STEAMBOAT dinner wiv uncle and lala, the car tour in Klang wiv STORIES and HISTORIES, 'nasi lemak satu, 4 sudus', the looking of Lex's previous school, the effort to recognize which road is which road and the way to Lex's school from his house which we wanted to know BADLY how he got to his school before this, the indoor soccer wiv BANGs all around, the playing of cards till 4:30am Big 2 and Fishing (u knew how bad was my luck), the introduction of equal dot equal, taking of pictures and sleeping in the living room altogether.. For the 1st day. That's CRAZY..

The second day started wiv opening my eyes, then slp back, then wake again (after 2 hour slping only MA), BAK KUT TEH with CRABS which Lex dint like the most, ahma house with basketball court and football and bikes which we promised to have a ride after that, the LAUNDRY, PASAR of KLANG with ahma, the sight of organs of KHINZIRs (tougues...), the afternoon slp (the cancellation of MOVIEs), JUSCO wiv nothing to see, KINGKONG, well, standing, the journey to shah alam for Lex's mum, the slpy look on our faces, the NICE long-lost homecooked dinner by ahma, the misunderstood of Lex's sis going tuition, the finding of parking lot (u knew how hard it was), PASAR MALAM, playground (loads of memories wey..), the buying of accessories and tools to Genting at kedai runcit, mamak wiv roti tisu as my hat, nasi goreng USA which means Udang Sotong and Ayam, and the laughters, followed by a sweetest dream on the upper double-decker of Lex's room. A lot of things rite.. see, we had gone through so many.. Haha..

Thx Alex for sure, for being our tailou..
Thx Lex's mum and dad for the heartfelt welcome..
Thx HueyTing for being the only girl in our Klang group, channel changer as well..
Thx Congzaii for fighting wiv me on TOP of monkey bar..
Thx Betty for joining us and being our photographer..
Thx Lilo, Cleo and Max for ur barkings and poops..
Thx everyone who made this 'bridge' trip memorable..

i told you, i am LAZY..

A Break in A Busy

2009-07-18T14:24:00.002+08:00

At home at last. Yeah! With my new laptop in front of me, I just can't stop doing things using it. Hear songs, on msn, chatting, online, see movies and blogging as well. Life is getting better in KMNS nowadays, as I have told many of my friends. Friends are getting more and more. Most of them are really friendly. Although my previous life in Chung Hwa with CH's friends and those yum cha friends are much more better. Life's changing, right? We have to adapt to the new environment and every new things come to us, right? I changed my room. That night was a real cruelty. Everyone's thinking of B2 that's closing but that son of Basiran changed his mind. He wanted all of us to debate for the block to close. Wew.. My ketua block said nothing, almost nothing to protect our B1, the most wonderful, marvelous and memorable block. Argh. That night four of us had chatted till late night. Adam fell down the earliest. He's a time-conscious guy. Well, 3 of us washed our clothes using that not-well-functioned washing machine till 3 am. I think we're more like a machine. N we're helping the machine to get to its work all the way. Until we have to take out all the clothes before spining them. WET!! I've been switched to B4.2.11. A quite nice new room. But no more my lovely roomate Haziq and Adam. Luckily my first person to meet in KMNS is still same room with me. Hah. Thats also the result of my determination to change to room with another guy. Can't understand rite? Many things happen la there. Yet no Wifi. Thats stupid. Aih. Two weeks holiday. What to do? I not really sure. Cut my hair, buy new clothes, hear new songs, chat with friends, watch movies, do homework, go school? Hmph.. Quite short right? But I wanted to go back there for my MOVIES in cinema. I sure will call Ren together next time. He seemed to enjoy his life there. K la. The most important is get adapted to the new life. Just like me. LOL. Chiahooi's at Genting now. Playing and enjoying his SEM break well. Argh. I wanted to join. Faster come back. We go CH hang kai. Haha. Still can't stop seeing my laptop.

P/s: A Beh is Kelantanise!!! I just knew =P

Independent life

2009-06-18T19:57:00.003+08:00

Surprisingly, I have the chance to renew my long-lost blog. Hey, blogspot taikor, still fine? =.= Hmm.. My life in matriculation is getting more and more fun. With my friends, my roommates and the teachers here. Just don't know why I'll feel so desperate during the first week.

My practicum F2P5, er.. quite a nice class, really. With 17 of us in the class, rejected those who left matriculation for their other pathways, we're still studying happily. Haha. Physics is getting more and more complicated now. Projectile motion is really a serious problem for me. Well, Chemistry's Bohr's atomic structure is the second. And math's Polynomial... Argh. I wanted to catch up, but no one can help. Luckily, the library still has some books that I can refer to.

Oh yea, fortunate or not, I had been selected as the head of the PRD Physics. At first, I still think that it's a very exciting and great job. But now.. Hmm.. We gonna present soon. This coming Monday. To every students in the school. Sure can do it I think.

K la, its time to say goodbye now. More and more people coming now.. And, my blog is still a secret. Haha. Bye. See you next time.

18 Jun 2009

And here am I

2009-05-29T20:54:00.005+08:00

Hmm.. Matriculation life. Say nice not really nice. Until now, I think I'm still not adapted to it. It's hard you know. It's a half a high school life, half a university life. You'll have your life free. Yea, really free. But just for the first week. My 3 roommates are all Malays. They're good, and hardworking, indeed. So they'll certain be my inspiration to speed myself up.

Well, The schooling life here is just like in Form 6. I not really know F6, but I think both are just the same, both HARD. The weekends here are Saturday and Sunday. We have Physics for my Science Physics class, Chemistry, Maths, MUET but just one thing, here doesn't have Pengajian Am, which I hated the most. Haha, no PA, no Malay, no reminding of my only A2.

Here, 1 period is 1 hour. The lesson will start at 8 am. So lazy me, I'll always wake up the most early at 7:30 am. Then have my breakfast in Cafeteria. A just-like-canteen destination. The price is still reasonable for me. For one day, I'll have RM1 for my breakfast, RM5 for my lunch and RM 3.50 for my dinner. Something like that. So, I'll use less than RM10 for my meals. Cuz if you count and count, the money they supply for you is not really enough for you to spend much. Not like JPA, for sure. Argh. Can't buy other things.

After the school hour from 8 am to maybe 4 or 5 pm, then you'll have all your time. You can play sports if you want and you can go to the library. What I wanted to say is the library here was so amazing. It was sooo big. It was among the best library I've seen since I was small. Facilitated with air-cond, individual desks, group-meeting rooms and lots and lot of books. I love to go in there. To study or to rest. There, I can have all my very nice time talking with friends and study. And , the library is the only place I love to drop by everyday. Haha.

Nevertheless, the lecturers here are sucks lo. I missed Chung Hwa's teacher so so much. I can ask and I can voice out my opinion when I was in Chung Hwa. At least, I know what they're talking about. But here, I don't know what the lecturers are mumbling. Yea, maybe they are Malays and they're forced to speak English or what I don't know. I just can't understand. Hmm.. But there're a few good ones la sure. The classes here are divided into 3 main groups. Kuliah, Amali and Tutorial.Kuliah is such a big class. 200++ students together in a hall. Amali and Tutorial will be the same. 20 people in a room. And, just want to mention, I have a 15 A1 friend in the same class with me. WOW. 15 A1 MAN. lol

So, living here, I can just read myself, study myself and struggle myself. And some more, the life here was really busy. You'll have not enough time to do your homework and study. Aiya. Here's really a big turning-point in my life. I have to take care of myself. I have to have good time management and I have to socialise myself. The world out there is very cruel MAN. You're rejected if you don't adapt to it.

I'm trying hard for sure. But one thing,

I miss my family
I miss my friends
I miss room
I miss my bed
I miss my drawer
I miss CH teachers
I miss KB
I miss my once-upon free time
I miss my mum cook de food
I miss the time watching movies with family
and, I miss the time talking with you
very very much..

And now, here am I.

Playground maniac

2009-05-24T01:32:00.009+08:00

The last day before leaving KB. Aih. Really leaving already this time. Stay in Form 6 think of going out, but now, feel like very hard to let go all the things around me. My parents, my friends and all the things in my surrounding. The most memorable destination, the playground.

Emo, and the very-like his girlfriend, Lishin.

Apple-jia..

Sotong-wen..

Berry-bear..

Kacuak-weichen..

They really looked like couple, right. Haha..

Cuz she's the one would make him happy and smile again. Well done, Lishin =P

See-saw..

Apple + Emo wallets. No mine.

Lishin's on the swing. She's scared to move cuz of her skirt.

Give me 5 babeh.

The sunset of today.. A nice one. A momerable one.

And, he's still emo, isn't he?

Trio XD

Duet XP

Model-ing WOR.......

4 of a kind.. Jiawen ar. Ppl gina play you also wanted to play. Aih...

What's wrong with the ball? We seemed to hate it much. LOL

Ivy Teng's sailou. Still remember?

Emo left out the ball. Aiya.

Lishin thought she will not be fitted into the picture. So she din't make up herself.

Going out to yumchar too at night. The last night dy. I don't know what to say. I just feel like I will miss everything in KB very very much.

Apple's bro. Taller, more handsome.

Still sute as well.. ^^

He loved my Ipod Touch, though. Playing ferrari with accelerometer.

Until the arrival of Ren Yi.

And UMIAD was our last destination.

Thanks for leaving me beautiful galleries. I'll have memories to study in my matric. Thanks, friends.

I'll be leaving soon. 6.40am in school. ChiaHooi will be meeting me there.

I'll be leaving soon. To a strange place for me, Negeri Sembilan.

I'll be leaving soon. I'll have many luggages. I'll have new life there.

I'll be leaving soon. Thanks for the memories.

I'll be leaving soon. N I'll be leaving you.

Bye =)

A Day to Remember

2009-05-23T02:18:00.008+08:00

Okay. First and foremost, I don't know I'm lucky or what, maybe the result of my praying, I got matrikulasi. Although is in Negeri Sembilan, or we commonly known as N9, I'm still very happy to know that. And surprisingly, the person that encouraged me to have my own blog is also got the same place with me. Hoho.. we will have lots of fun there together, and he promised to bring me there. Wow, what a good guy. Haha.. I sang all the way into the bathroom and until the minute I came out of the bathroom. I'm at the top of the world MAN.

Rather than the "dukacita dimaklumkan bahawa...." whatever whatever it is. And now, it had changed to be "Tahniah! Anda telah ditawarkan ke Program Matrikulasi...." Alright, whatever it is, I'm still very happy NOW, even it is already 3.00am. YooHoo!! I got matric MAN, I don't have to suffer from Chung Hwa's hectic full-of-prefect-duties life anymore. At least, I can have my hair a little bit longer than before. Hmm, that could made me so happy. Oh yea, the most important thing is my big brother's sitting beside me when I was opening the site. I knew he bring luck to me. And he always do.

Okay, back to the story. After having my breakfast, my lucky day carried on with the speech of Chai Li Xu, the I-don't-know-how-to-say man, some sort about Di Zi Gui. And, he's my mum's idol. She told me that she wouldn't listen to any speech except of him. She just loved what he teach, every single word would make her laugh. I don't know.

Zeeyong and Mingjia visited my house in the evening. And, we walked all the way to the playground and started our childish behaviour. Swings, see-saws, monkey-bars and cow dunks.
Let's see, KK does have nice sunset, does it?

The new built area..

Playground view of sunset..

And the wide sky above us..

An aeroplane!

Are they going the crash on each other?

Nope, just the passengers are saying "hello" to each other..

Below the beautiful sky, sat an emo Zeeyong. I don't actually know what's happened to him. He just loves to be emo, thinking sort of things he need not have to think. He said, "Everyone's leaving.." and stayed EMO. K, be what you want to be, Emo.

Guess, Who's legs?

Ta-da. They're his. But he's now sitting on a see-saw. He loves to ly on it. And he didn't want to go home. He had fell in love with it.

Emo wanted to find an equilibrium point. So we move here and there.

Here..

And there..

Seemed to be balanced..

Maybe it would work in an upside-down way..

Aiya. Proved futile at last. And we got home around 7pm. We had a whale of a time there. The lizard's still there. Oh, it never missed a chance to meet with us, from the time we jogged together, until now. Love to see it. Love the lake too.

When night fell, they said wanted to come, but will pass-by Wakaf Che Yeh. Pasar Malam there. And lastly, I waited until 12.30am. I'm drained o'course. Anyway, how much time left to be with them before I leave to N9? So, Halia was our destination. Not canai, not ponde, and certainly not Jimmi, the money-eating cafe.

He said he don't like the pic cause of his BIG contact-lensed eyes. So he wanted to take one more.

BIG eyes ---> BIG mouth. LOL

A lil bit handsome btw.

Here came Ren. Not a bad pic, but he wanted to take one more too.

Still the same...

And this one. OMG. He finished his Teh-o-beng and took mine, just to take the pic.

Still red-eyed. Stop that la Ley.

The cool guy stall. He didn't even want to talk when we wanted to drink. Aih.

Hope to see you again.

This burger guy too. Wait for me yea.

Haha. That's me.

Ley's finding his "handsome" face in sch magazine. Stop that la Ley.

Ren with restaurant city, AGAIN.

Yi with The Rock's expression, he told me that, but I don't think so. =P

And it was 2:45am when I got home. Tomorrow will be a busy day. I got to rush here and there to buy stuffs for Matric. Will I miss my friends? Will I miss KB? Hmm.. I hope so. I hope things can carry on just like what we had planned. Tomorrow is the day.

Still excited.

well done

2009-05-16T18:20:00.006+08:00

Well, well, well. Today SEMI-FINAL. Khay Boon match with Chung Cheng at the beginning. Hmm.. Chung Cheng is a very well prepared team. So, we lose of course. Experience is more important right. Everyone is happy, though.

Couch is giving speech on the tactics, not to win, just not to lose too much points..

Lucky-10 is shooting the ball.

Yea, he is always the most lucky player. Ball in his hand will be scored although we think that it is quite impossible, sometimes..

Match with CC..

After CC, we match with Peir Chih to grab to 3rd place. Peir Chih is quite a hard team too but we had decrease the points interval compared to the match last time. And, we lose at last.

Warming-up before the match with Peir Chih..

Group pic before the match..

Eng Seng is shooting the ball. He is the soul of the whole team. Everyone's finding him JUST to pass the ball to him everytime they got the ball. Everyone dare not carry except him. Poor him. Sad to say =.=

Ah Boy's turn. A malay guy. Great shooter. (Shyuan's there too. =)

Eng Seng again. He's really great. He scored almost half of the points.

But sometimes his style covered his technique. Like to show off, maybe.

But, so sorry for him because he doesn't have the chance to play for the state. I'm sure he has the ability, just the partners he needs.

Closing ceremony. 8 teams altogether. From the left: Khay Boon (Boy), Chung Cheng (Boy), Chung Cheng (Girl), Peir Chih (Girl), Peir Chih (Boy), Chung Hwa (Girl), Chung Hwa (Boy) and lastly Gua Musang (Girl).

Plus.. Heads of their HEADmasters XD

My SAILOU !!

Medals. Medals. Medals. YooHoo!

Since long time ago did we get this brilliant (for us) result. The 4th place. That was the year of my big brother. They're great too. But this time we have to give a special thanks to Sir Wai. Without his blood-sweat teaching, this picture will just merely an imagination. Thank you, teacher. Although we can't beat those KB teams, but our spirit will always be there (excluding me la). Haha. Khay Boon, keep it up. WELL DONE.

Nevertheless, congratulations to Chung Cheng as the first and Chung Hwa as the second. Both were extremely powerful. It's a pleasure to watch both of you match in the final. And, congratulations too to those whom be selected as the state players and both boy and girl MVP.

I don't know why, just addicted to basketball match. You can't feel the excitement just when you sit on the bends and watch the match. Nervousness. Happiness. Sadness. All mixed up. I wanted to learn too. But then, not the right time now. My age and height probs, maybe. Hmm..

turning-point

2009-05-16T01:23:00.000+08:00

Maybe, this will be a useful memo-pad for a forgetful person, like me..
So hope that my determination will keep going on this time..
thx chiahooi n come on, just a blog.

Just finish the match with SJK(C) Poy Hwa, Sir Ang's (Ang Chwee Leong XD)team. We won and entered final. Well done and,
Khay Boon, you're always the best =)

We'll see, tomorrow..